~staring blankly at the piece of paper

which has been laying in front of me.

Words have been escaping and

all i see is faded letters,

dancing around in my mind~


~the emotions within

have been fighting to break out

however, not even one sentence could be formed~


~illusions of happiness,

of days filled with laughter

but all i see and feel is

the melancholy of the terrible routine

of one day leading to another~


~hearing my heart beat

moving with every thought

that fill my brain.

Thoughts which are fighting to emerge~


~there are no dreams at night,

 just pitch darkness and shadows

pounding on my mind~